time passes us by so quickly!

It's been quite a while ever since the start of this semester! it seems, that when it started, i never ever stopped working n worrying. work is just a never-ending cycle! of coz, i've recently welcomed new things into my life. being part of KR is definitely a new experience. and of coz, i've also joined KR's cheerleading squad, KR Steppers. i'm realli happie to be part of that little family. though trainings been tiring me out sometimes, it at the same time allows me to take a breather from all that mountain of work, and not to forget, it's a different kind of fun!

Sometimes when I take a step back to think about stuff, I realise that actually, i'm not that used to the life of an undergraduate yet. i still feel like i'm in another small isolated world. to think it's been more than a year alr.. sometimes i feel realli intimidated by the peers ard me. it feels like i try so hard and it gets even harder to stand out abv others. But I guess, i'm nt the only one who feels this way? and i guess, i need to learn to escape from my isolated world. the world out there is indeed much bigger than i thought. =/

Someone plz tell me that i'm nt the best person to keep a relationship going. I take relationships for granted sometimes, and i prioritise work over social gatherings.. sometimes even over family? when i came home yesterday, daddy joked abt how he was surprised i could still find my way back. that's because i wasn't home for 2 weeks. and most of the time, i come home on saturday nites, spend the whole sunday out (sometimes studying), and leave on sunday nite. it seems okay (nt realli actually) for me, but to them, my absence may seem to be a long period of time. I don't know.. but u know, no one can have the cake and eat it. so, i'm realli realli trying to balance my time properly. like maybe, keep half of the cake, and eat half of it?

hahaz, but yupz now im home! home sweet home. and it realli makes me happy..to be home aft a long week in sch! little things make me happy. a call from mummy asking why i'm not back makes me happy sometimes. a souvenir from bangkok from my bro makes me happie. a friend's msg asking how I was also makes me happy. playing piano at home makes me happy too.. having someone to count on make me happy.. but will I ever be that someone that someone else can count on?